Sunday school teacher.

I love little kids very much.
To me, they are all very cute.
I really enjoy being around with lil kids, that makes me feel really young.
The naughtier they are, the cuter they go, but not too naughty lahh.


I still remember one of my lifetime wish is to be a kindergarten teacher, I kind of achieve it I guess?
I'm not a kindergarten teacher now, but I teach little kids in Sunday School now, more like a helper than teacher, but at least I still get to interact with children now. Heheheheh, I'm already very satisfied.


So today is my first day to go to the Sunday school, to observe how is it around there and help out.
It's kind of great, I used to be one of the shy little kid going to sunday school and now I'm a teacher in the sunday school.
We have the praise and worship session, so we sing all the kids worship song and it comes to this part where we have to hold hands, so I tried to hold this lil boy's hand and he swing his hand away from me, damn sad, I don't dare to push him to hold my hand because I'm afraid he might end up crying.
I heard this other lil boy who was suppose to hold his guy friend's hand was saying 'don't wan, I don't wan hold hand, very gay.' Which chapter in science says that holding hand is gay? -__- He needs to learn about bromance.

Anyway, I get to know 2 of the noisy girls there, they're really dorky, the moment they saw me, they poke my face without even knowing me and ask if I'm a new teacher, then they came and hug me, both of them.
Challenge accepted, I like playful children, I chit chat abit with them and they ask for my phone number.
Kids these days are so blessed, they have a handphone when they are 11, I got my 1st handphone when I was 14.


I think being a teacher will really train your patient, you need to be really nice and caring to interact with them, children will always be a children, naughty, noisy, playful, love running around. 
Yes baby, I'm gonna train my patience over here. I'm gonna enjoy at the same time.

Peace,

LimSyau

A job.

I just register for accounting @ TAR College, it's starting at 23 of Apr, very soon. At the meantime, I found something productive for me to do which is……………… to work, a part-time job.
I think that working is not just for the material reward, we get to gain experience ,build up our communication skill in the meantime, it's a good way to spend our time and also bring us to a more mature level.
So I work at this restaurant called Bonjour Garden @ Kota Damansara, it’s a western restaurant, their food smells really good, I'm not sure how it taste though.
The workers there are really friendly, most of them are from Bangladesh, the environment here is really good, but my uniform is a 2 thumbs down, what to do, work mah.


I come to realize that there are so many type of workers, I should put it into 4 different sections.
1. Normal worker

• They do whatever that is in their job’s scope, nothing more than that.
• They do the tasks given very fast, they don’t care whether it’s perfect anot, as long as it’s done then it’s fine.
• They are normally punctual, they come on time to work and leave on time as well, they wont even bother to say even if it’s just for a minute.

2. The lazy worker

• They slack and skip their duty, expecting people to help them to finish it.
• They do the tasks given very slow, they drag it so it looks like they have a lot of job to be done.
• They are normally the people who come to work the latest and leave the earliest.

3. The chat hai zai

• They would do their job exceptionally well in front of the boss.
• They are constantly looking for a chance to approach the boss and sweettalk.

4. The commited worker RARE!

• They are always looking for stuff to do, even if it means to help others do their stuff.
• They can be both fast & slow. They know when to be fast and when to be slow so that things could be perfect.
• They are the one that come the earliest and the last one to leave.

All these time of observation I come to realize that I still haven’t step out of the society yet, I haven’t get to know all these kind of people by far but this is the real world, there’s so many different type of people outside, to be loved by people or being hated by others depends on how we show people ourselves.

Lessons learnt
I find it very important that we could look at others at their point of view.
Eg: If you’re a customer and a waiter serve you, try saying thank you to them, this way it could brighten up their day because they'd feel appreciated.
A simple action that no one cares about could actually bring out a big impact.

Peace,

LimSyau

peacock.

I remember last time when I ask my bro to buy me a pump heels for my prom dress which is in blue colour.
I asked him to buy me something dull like black, grey or white so it'd be easier for me to match my dress.
You know what he said in the end?

Bro : Just put on every colour and be like a peacock. [starts singing Peacock by Katy Perry]

He says that he'll buy me the most striking pair of heels he can find, he thought of neon green, yellow, hot pink and well, he listed almost every of the top striking colours among the colours.
Frankly speaking, I'm actually really terrified of his idea of putting on every striking colour clothes on myself because I don't dare to do it.
But one thing I know for sure, I didn't dare to try it because I didn't believe in myself, I thought I wouldn't look good in it and I realize that this is an act of lack of confidence and I'm trying to change that, I challenge myself to try something new, something I've never even thought of, like a break the ice kind of thing, I buy his idea.
So now I'm actually in the progress of being a peacock, I love every bright colours stuff now.


As to me, fashion is a freestyle thing, the way you dress up is actually a way of presenting your own sense of fashion, your own style, your taste, and your type whether we are the cool one, funky, wild, cute or blah.
Sooo, ladies and gentlemen, we should stop caring about how should we dress up to get people to like us, instead, vice versa, we should wear our own style and make people to like us.
Start wearing out our own style, wear what we like to wear, be confortable and walk like a peacock.

"Fashions fade, style is eternal."

— Yves Saint-Laurent 

Confidence is still the main key to everything.
The moment you walk with confidence and looking classy, even wearing a white plain tee, skinny jeans and a ballet flats would look good on you.

Peace,

LimSyau

Happy Chinese New Year!

I was off for PLKN the few weeks before and I really had a great time there.
So far so good.
Now I'm back here for a week because everyone have their Chinese New Year break.
I'll be going back there on 26 Jan and they say the outdoor activities will be starting very soon.
I'm already anticipating it!
Hooray!

I really want to try wearing my own traditional costumes.
The design of cheongsam is just so chinese.
Maybe I'll try wearing it next year, so this year I'll be looking out for some good-looking cheongsams.

Peace,

LimSyau

A goal ; A dream.

2011 is comin to and end, it's time to insert a fullstop on our diary and start on a new page.


Everything's so far so good this year.
And every year, I'd write down my new year resolution and my goal to work toward it.
That's the motivation.


I had a few resolution that I made last year but they are still not done yet, I guess I'm gonna push them for my 2012 new year resolution.
I've already write down every of my new year resolution in my journal.
Well, as next year I'll be going to college, it's a brand new start, there'd be a lot of stuffs for me to accomplish.
So there's a few one here

• Get the right friends
• Learn to use chopstick
• Learn the dancemove of  SNSD's Tell Me Your Wish
• Learn to do a cartwheel
• Get good grades
• Do something insanely crazy
• Plan my expenses properly
• Have a constant saving
• Pierce my ear

It's a good thing to have a journal sometimes.

You write every of your goals and things that you wanna achieve whether it's a short distance or long distance, write them down, review it every once a week, check whether if you've accomplished anything anot, if you did, reward yourself, if you haven't try harder.
You'd have a better vision of what you want when you write them down.


I personally think it's important to have a goal.
That is the only way we can motivate ourself to develop, we've to constantly improve ourself so that we would not fall out in this high-technology world.

We need to believe in ourself that we could be a successful person despite what other people say about us.

This implies on Rihanna and Steve Jobs.

Who would have know if you're a very successful person in 10 years time?

You need to believe in yourself, because if you don't, no one would.

Our future is in our own hand, shine it or destroy it, your choice.

Peace,

LimSyau

Being a teenager is probably the best stage in life.

My high school life is officially over.
I don't know if I should be sad or happy.
2 years of relationship with my precious kenangas classmate has come to an end, it's not that we wouldn't contact each other anymore, it's just the time we meet up would definitely get lesser as compare to how we always meet each other in school on weekdays.
Everyone is studyin different course, going to different college, some may even go overseas few years later.

5 Kenanga

I love the people in my class, everyone of them.
We've people with very different personalities that lit up the mood of our class.
The dai lou, grandmother, joker, the one that sleeps 24/7, talkative one, weird one, geek, the one that's always laughing, the one that always skip class and etc.
So many people combining together, boom.


I stopped playing catch, hide and seek, ice and fire and games like that ever since I'm in high school.
What's so special about 5Kenanga is that they love playing these kind of games and heck yeah, I love those games as well!
I think these 2 years I had the most laughter in class, everything is just so funny.


After high school, everyone will be going separate ways, I'm really afraid that 5 years later when I saw my classmate on the street it'd be awkward, I've to constantly remind myself that won't happen.
But this is the reality, friends come and go, u'll always have new friend coming into your life, whether or not to contact your old friends is your choice.
Karyen made like this promise where 10 years later all of us gather together and have a reunion, I'm waiting for that day to come, faces that changes, and also to see who has a ring on their finger first.
I'm anticipating for that day to come.


All these years in high school, I now notice that I've grown up a lot, my maturity level is increasing.
My perspective toward certain things have changed,
I was so rebellious last time and I fight with my parents at least once a month last time to now where I'm showing them my love towards them ;
I wouldn't make put in any effort to study to now where I'm studyin so hard ;
I was very bad tempered last time where I get angry even at the slightest bit of things (come to think of it, I really wanna slap myself), but I'm controlling my temper now.
I had such low self-esteem last time and now where I'm more confident now.


Every adult is saying the best period of a life cycle is when you're an adolescent, you're considered as the age of not too young and not too old.
Ahhhh, very soon I'm gonna get over this stage and be called 'young adult'.

What is done is done, the precious memories in my high school will be kept in my brain.
Now that my high school is over, but there's still a long way to go.
I wonder what would everyone be in 10 years time, a lot of things could happen.

Peace,

LimSyau

Confidence.

Have you ever had a friend who is average but still claim that they are very fat?
It's okay to say it once in a while when you have fats around your body, but it's annoying to repeat it again and again.
This is reality, we're not living in a barbie world where everyone is slender and has flat stomach, love your body, it is a gift given by God.

People this generation has a misconception that if a girl's BMI is normal, then they're considered fat.
Girls are very conscious about their weight when someone starts calling them fat and then they would go on diet, stop eating all the delicious food and make themselves suffer.
Screw it.
You live only once, that's the motto, eat while you can, enjoy what you're eating, we're a lot luckier than people who couldn't even have 3 proper meals.
When did the simple act of eating turns out to be so complicated?


The thing is, even if you really are fat and people are giving you nicknames such as calling you fat, all you can do is just to ignore them, or better still, say thank you politely.
Snap, exactly, isn't it absurd when someone's criticizing you and still you're saying thank you? Go freak them out by showing them how freaking confidence you can be, emit the kind of confident aura that no one could handle.
the moment when you take what others says too seriously, there will be a lack of confidence in you yourself and that is when you have low self-esteem which would affect you for the rest of your life if you never step out of it.

To succeed in life, you need two things: ignorance and confidence.
—Mark Twain

To have confidence in ourselves is very important, we care too much about how people value us, but what really matters is how we see ourselves.
The moment we store in too much negative comments about ourselves, we would start to doubt our own capabilities and we would lock ourselves in a box.
We could never give out our best if we have no idea what we're capable of, so don't let others words bring us down.

If you doubt yourself, then indeed you stand on shaky ground.
—Henrik Ibsen 

Confidence can get you where you want to go, and getting there is a daily process. It’s so much easier when you feel good about yourself, your abilities and talents.
—Donald Trump

Having self-confidence actually bring up a good conversation.
Everyone like talking to someone who's joyful and full of enthusiasm because that lightens up the atmosphere, no one likes to talk to someone who's depressing.

Confidence is contagious. So is lack of confidence.
—Vince Lombardi

Confidence contributes more to conversation than wit.
—Francois de La Rochefoucauld

It is only when we feel good about ourselves and has a very strong heart that we could be a confident person.
You're the most you when you're confident because that's when you show your true self.
Stop trying to be as sexy as Megan Fox, as skinny as the models that appear on the fashion magazine.
Be the real you, don't live under others' shadow because you are unique in your own way.
This is a quote from the movie sleepover "If you are one who likes eating brownies instead of vegetable, then date a guy who likes brownies."
Don't go for someone who eats vegetable, wait until the right guy who likes eating brownies to come along.

Peace,

LimSyau

Personality test.

I took a personality test at this website, I think taking a personality test is actually good, at least we get to know about ourselves more and know our own strengths, you wouldn't know what you're like until something come along and point it out.

It actually pointed out what kind of person I am, though I'm not interested in any of the options they give out for my career based on my personality.

And here's another test I took, taking all these quiz is pretty addictive, I browse through all of them one by one and do it all, but there's only one other that I wanna show.

Your Heart Craves Love

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is traditional. Without saying anything, both of you communicate with your hearts. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Blogthings: Cheaper Than a Therapist

I was actually looking for one that says 'my ideal boyfriend', yeah yeah, it's ridiculous to even look for that around the internet but I really don't know what I'm looking for in a guy. But it's okay, I'm still not ready to unseal my heart yet. I've a bunch of lovely friends, my cute family members and that's all I need for the moment.

Peace,

LimSyau

I think she's very pretty.

Hyeyeon.

Worst best friend ever.

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY, 

fellow blueberries and strawberries.

:)

The night before, I thought someone would at least ask me out because for the first time ever, my birthday is examless.

I waited until midnight, there's people who started asking me how am I gonna celebrate my birthday, it's just sad to say that I've no friend who ask me out on my birthday.

One of my best friend even texted me asking me to play computer games at home, I do like playing computer games.. but bitch, not on my birthday.

I was so upset and I cry myself to sleep at night went to sleep. Nah, I didn't cry.

So this morning, I wake up in the morning feeling like..mypityself. Get my glasses I went downstair and watch movie. Kesha much. So anyway, yea, I watch my hongkong drama and that's how I celebrated my birthday the whole day.

JUST KIDDING.

After a while, Jiacheng called and ask me to come out of the house. So Jiacheng and Waiqi were there, in front of my house. I was so surprised that she was holding a card she made for me and like 'Oh, we're here'. Haha, who would have thought that they would come to my house and bring me out.

I was so full of joy :')

Racing cars.
That's the only thing I play in arcade.
It's fun, to me, actually, I'm addicted to it.
But I'm always the last when I play with them, yawn.

Bowling.

I gutter like, everytime. My score is full of dash, dash and still dash.
Both of them are so good, pfft.

We ate at Chili's.

There's 4 sandwich, 3 of us each have 1 and there is 1 extra one. We didn't know who should eat that so we suggested playing games and the winner gets a bite.

We share saliva, gross, but that is the best friend rules, baby.

That was a good game!

Sing K.
Call me a smart ass, the moment we went upstairs and the room number is 51, I knew it's gonna be a big room. Takkan 3 of us need a big room right?
So yea, the moment I went in, all my blueberries and strawberries are there already.

Zhaoyang

Jiacheng

Waiqi

Paikyen

Fiona

Brennie and Phaik

Andrea

Party Rock anthem, I think?

It was a good day.
I had heck lots of fun and surprises.
Thanks to all of them.

Last but not least, a very special thanks to both of them,

About the blog title, I was kidding, I just wanna make both of you get mad, payback, haha.

Both of you are like the sweetest thing ever, I couldn't write everything out here because it's gonna be a whole long post. I promise I'll personally blog a post about both of you.

Thanks for always hearing me out, helping me out and tolerating all my bad stuff but still being so nice to me.

:')

Best Friends Forever.

♥

Peace,

LimSyau.

Hongkong drama is the best!

I'm gonna talk about movies, again.
Everytime when exam is around the corner, I'd start watching movies, it's already been a habit.
I couldn't study all day long, so I've to watch movies in between my study time.
So recently, I just finished 2 hongkong drama.

宫心计

I wanted to watch this movie because my favourite onscreen couple is 佘诗曼 and 郑嘉颖, I went through wikipedia and look for every of their movie and I found out about this movie.
This is a really popular drama I've been wanting to watch earlier on, but I forgot about it.
I especially like watching Hongkong ancient drama thought they're always speaking bahasa istana which is very difficult to understand and also every of the cast in this movie has quite high popularity.

This movie gives me lots of goose bumps because the way they talk is so mean that is always suffocates me, I exaggerated it a lil bit, but it does scares me, everyone is trying to backstab each other and they would do whatever it takes to reach their goal.
The ending is good, 佘诗曼 get to be with 郑嘉颖 at the end. But this time I'm changing my mind, I actually wanted 佘诗曼 to be with 陈豪 because he knows her even when he's young, childhood love, that's why I want him to be with her so badly, but nahhh, in the end she still choose to be with 郑嘉颖.

Ever since this movie, my favourite onscreen couple turns out to be 陈豪 and 佘诗曼.
So, after I finish this movie, I went off to their 2nd movie.

公主嫁到

This is so much better than 宫心计, this movie is more funny and there's lesser rules. People here are so nice and they're so united.
And I like how the people die and revive, die and revive. Just kidding. But yes, they do die and revive.
Overall, this is like the best ancient Hongkong drama to me so far.



They are now my officially favourite on screen couple.

He's actually holding her hand. SO CUTE.

I dislike watching Hongkong movie but I love Hongkong drama ;

I dislike watching America drama but I love watching America movie.

Peace,

LimSyau

Sunway Lagoon, fun fun fun!

Went to Sunway Lagoon with, them.

The jumping thing.
I've no idea how to describe this.
But it looks like you're wearing the safety-underwear-rope (the way you wear it is exactly the same as the way you wear your underwear, at least this is what I call it) and you jump on a trampoline and you get higher and higher as you jump and the more it hurts your inner thigh, well as for guys, I guess the ball hurts, according to the guys?


Paintball Shooting.
I suck at aiming, that's all I can say.


Archery.
My first time ever to try this.
My hand is trembling when I'm pulling the bow.
Require alot of strength, I guess?
It was worth it, I'm not really good but at least I got 3/6 in the range, oh well, it's my first time.


ATV.
BEST 5 MINUTES RIDE I'VE EVER HAD.
We drive our own quad bike and the people there would lead us with our quad bike up the hill and down the hill.


Flying Fox.
I remember playing flying fox when I was at my younger age at Pahang, so this time I'm actually looking forward to play this.
But woah, the moment I got up there, I got panic because the height is.... no kidding.
The moment I got up the place where the staff set up the things for me, I look down there and like WHOA! ;
But the moment I got pushed down, damn, it was heck lots of fun!
I enjoyed it, it's really fun.


360 degree.

I went to Lagoon twice but I don't have the guts to try this ride.
Somehow I'm eager to know how is it like up there, so yes baby, I went up!
I'm sitting at the most front row, so all I can see is just my friends who are sitting opposite, no wonder they say the last row is the best, I guess it's because you can see the view...upside down.
By the way, it hurts your chest, like crap.
I'm not scared of this ride anymore, down bitch.



720 degree.

This ride looks more risky. pusing dua kali weih.
As compare to the 360 degree, this one didn't protect our leg, which means our legs can move around freely, which is horrifying to me, it feels like I did a somersault inside.
I couldn't overcome my fear for this.


Spinning Cup.

This one is getting me a headache, after all the 360, 720 degree and add this, it's triple kill.

Head over to water park.

Mat.

This is my most favourite of all things.
It is really tiring to walk all the way up there and enjoy only 5 seconds of happiness, but definitely worth it!


V-shaped.

I team up with WaiQi because I wanna swing further away.
The larger the mass, the larger the inertia, baby.
Who knows we stop really quick, probably because our ass rub against the slide that's why we stop so fast, meeehhhh.


Swimming Pool.

They look so happy.

So we girls saw this really hot guailou.
I saw him playing with the water bubble thingy, so I look right at him and he gave me the cutest smile.
He's not photogenic, but he look heck good in person!
Andrea ask him to take a picture with us girls, awww.

It sucks when the water went in right in my nostril, but it is still fun, hee.

Relaxing here is the best, ahh.


It's a really fun day, but it would be double fun if more people could come.
The more the merrier, baby.
The whole day out was fun, it pays off with sunburn, my face is as red as a tomato, I look like a red chinese now, the skin tone of my leg and my upper body part is such obvious different colour.

Peace,

LimSyau