#1 I couldn't accept my own facial features
The shape of my face which is a diamond-shape seems so weird, my cheekbones are just too big, my elf ears are scaring people away, my lefts eye is double eyelid and my right eye is single eyelid (at times) which is so screw up, my front teeth is so big that I couldn't smile with my lips closed and also my chin that point out. Not to forget that my eyebrow is soo thin that you could barely even see that I actually have eyebrows. I've a flower horn forehead, yuck. All the combination is just so weird that it's so hard for me to accept my own features. Tak boleh tahan lo.
I personally love her facial features very much.
Sometimes I would fantasize about having facial features like Kim Kardashian, body figure like Tyra Banks and etc. Having a pretty face and S body figure would boost your confidence. At this point, people would tell you to be whoever you're and just stick to who you are, be yourself and stuffs like that, but sometimes life is so hard that it's difficult to be less greedy. Well, at least I should be thankful for that I still have both my hands and legs.
#2 I've an embarrassing yellow van in my house
That yellow van is sooo 19 years ago, it is still parking in front of my house now though. I'm serious, this van was already there even before I was out of my mum's womb. Now people, use your creative brain and imagine how old is that van. My brothers and I complain a lot about this van to both my parents before. They don't care about whatever we say and they actually call that van antique. Ohhh pleeeeaaaassseee. Antique, laugh die me. Honestly, it is embarrassing to sit on that van. It is funny how when my dad drives this van to others house and the van would normally be blocked at the guard house when the other Proton Wira, Perodua Myvii could just pass through the guard house easily even though they're on the visitor lane also. This van just look too much like a kidnapper's van.#3 I straighten my hair every time I leave the house
Just in case you all don't know that my hair is naturally curl, I'm saying it here. Yes, my hair is naturally curly, I have it ever since I was young. I just had fringe a few years back ago because the hair stylist told me that I'd look better with fringe, so I gave it a shot and had fringe. But because I'm having such wavy and bouncy curly hiar, my fringe would fly here and there every morning. So whenever I tie my hair up to school every morning, the fringe would just ... you know lah. So I've to straighten it every morning to have a much better-looking fringe. And because I only straighten it temporary, whenever my hair touches the water, it goes back to its original curly-looking fringe. That's why I hate raining so very much. I hate the Sun too, because when I sweat, the hair turns asdfghjkl ugly. When the weather is windy, it blows my hair here and there, my hair is not soft enough to go back to it's original spot and I've to comb my hair, so mafan. So whenever it is cloudy, I truly thanks God for that. Tee Hee. Terlalu oi leng. My mood go all asdfghjkl when my hair looks terrible.
#4 I do have a christian name
For your information, everyone from my family do have a christian name. I'll list it down here.
Jeffrey Lim Swee Hwa
Amy Tee Beng Lan
Jasper Lim Teck
Jason Lim Teng
JShakey Lim Shik
If you actually notice, everyone's initial are J besides my mum who is an A. But people don't normally address her Amy, so yeah. My dad name me Joanne ever since I was young. But because I think my name Lim Syau is so awesome that I didn't want a christian name, so I just leave it aside. Come to think of it, most people find that the name Lim Syau is so mouthful and that almost everyone pronounce my name wrongly. I'm not sure if I'd go on with my current christian name when I go to college or I'll probably get a new christian name. I don't wanna let my dad down but I want my christian name to be really special at the same time. I love my 3rd brother's JShakey, it's so cool, try googling his name, it's all him. I just like to be out of the ordinary, google has like 880,000 results of Joanne Lim. I was thinking of having christian name more like Joftght or maybe Jynd or something like this. Just kidding.
#5 I'm afraid to have a conversation with Guailou
Well, I had this phobia since form 2, I guess. Long story. I work as a waitress in some organic restaurant when I was in form 2. I was such a young, innocent, blur and dumb kid back then. I remember it was my 3rd day of working there that day, but the people there push me to take the order of the Guailou. I don't have a choice, obviously. I'm new, I just have to follow whatever they ask me to do. The reason why they push me to take the order for the Guailou is because I'm the only one there who knows how to speak English. My heart flutters like crap that time. I'm not familiar with the menu and everything over there. The Guailou started to ask me what's the recommended food there and I just stunt there like some small kid who lost their lollipop. I know right, but I was so blur back then. So I told them to wait for a moment while I go back and ask. I then introduce a lot of the chef recommended food and they ask me what's lighter because they're having flu, if I'm not mistaken. I then go back to the counter and ask them again. Back and forth because they throw me tons of question until the Guailou got really pissed and assume that I don't know English. They scolded me at the top of their lungs while pointing at me. Being scolded that I don't know English totally lower down my self-esteem. So when my self-esteem is lower down, I lost my dignity, I could no longer stand it anymore and my tears started to roll in both my eyes, so I just ran away throwing all the picking up order job to the others. But they're so kind lah, they comfort me and made me fruit juice. Haha, could never forget about that day. Well, this incident is not really that much of a big deal but whenever I were to talk to a Guailou, my heart would flutter, so I tend to avoid every possible conversation with a Guailou. But I don't really have much chance to talk to a Guailou though. Tee Hee. I still adore them very much fyi. Especially Rihanna, I'm dying to have a conversation with her. I want to know how could she be able to forget her name so that she could have such great song - What's My Name.
Peace,
LimSyau
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