I don't know if I should be sad or happy.
2 years of relationship with my precious kenangas classmate has come to an end, it's not that we wouldn't contact each other anymore, it's just the time we meet up would definitely get lesser as compare to how we always meet each other in school on weekdays.
Everyone is studyin different course, going to different college, some may even go overseas few years later.
5 Kenanga
We've people with very different personalities that lit up the mood of our class.
The dai lou, grandmother, joker, the one that sleeps 24/7, talkative one, weird one, geek, the one that's always laughing, the one that always skip class and etc.
So many people combining together, boom.
I stopped playing catch, hide and seek, ice and fire and games like that ever since I'm in high school.
What's so special about 5Kenanga is that they love playing these kind of games and heck yeah, I love those games as well!
I think these 2 years I had the most laughter in class, everything is just so funny.
After high school, everyone will be going separate ways, I'm really afraid that 5 years later when I saw my classmate on the street it'd be awkward, I've to constantly remind myself that won't happen.
But this is the reality, friends come and go, u'll always have new friend coming into your life, whether or not to contact your old friends is your choice.
Karyen made like this promise where 10 years later all of us gather together and have a reunion, I'm waiting for that day to come, faces that changes, and also to see who has a ring on their finger first.
I'm anticipating for that day to come.
All these years in high school, I now notice that I've grown up a lot, my maturity level is increasing.
My perspective toward certain things have changed,
I was so rebellious last time and I fight with my parents at least once a month last time to now where I'm showing them my love towards them ;
I wouldn't make put in any effort to study to now where I'm studyin so hard ;
I was very bad tempered last time where I get angry even at the slightest bit of things (come to think of it, I really wanna slap myself), but I'm controlling my temper now.
I had such low self-esteem last time and now where I'm more confident now.
Every adult is saying the best period of a life cycle is when you're an adolescent, you're considered as the age of not too young and not too old.
Ahhhh, very soon I'm gonna get over this stage and be called 'young adult'.
Now that my high school is over, but there's still a long way to go.
I wonder what would everyone be in 10 years time, a lot of things could happen.
Peace,
LimSyau






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